Time flies really fast... a blink of eye, I'm Form 5 now. 5th year in secondary school? I couldn't believe, either. Things that happened on my first day of secondary school which was back in 2008 was still freshly in my mind.
2008- Normal teenager would feel excited for their 1st day of secondary school, yeap. maybe i really am abnormal. That particular day I felt extremely down and sad as that was the 1st day I couldn't go to class with my best friend in primary school. My sis brought me to the line where my classmates were all lining up. After the morning assembly, we went to our class. I didn't know where my class was, and I just followed them. 1 of my classmates talked to me before during the orientation. I asked her was she available to be sitted with, she say she had someone to sit with already. Fine then, I had to sit with someone that I totally had no idea who she was. I was as blur as other 1st day students, I didn't know which door to get into my class, I had to wait for the one sitting beside me to pack her books, so... i got scolded by my math teacher. She was a single middle-aged woman,==. my mood lagi dampened, later on, none of my classmates were kind enough to show me the way to the canteen. I managed to find the way myself. I waited my sis at the entrance to the canteen. She was the only one I can be trusted,that very 1st day passed really slow... I couldn't think of how was i going to survive for the next 5 years.
2009-I went to school very early that day. I was so excited as I managed to get into 1st class where I can study together with the smart ones. I met my friend at the pool side and we hugged each other. A new Form 4 student then approached to us and.. I have forgotten what he asked :D. We went to our new classroom. My friend and I placed our bags at the front row, one of my new classmates moved our bags to the second row =( so... we have to follow that as well.. I felt so nervous when my named was called out as one of the students in 1st class during the assembly. Basically we didn't have class on that day.....
2010-That was the best year among the past 4 years in secondary school. Most of my classmates remained in the same class as me, I was used to the environment already and we had the same sit plan as 2009. My classmates and I didn't feel great as that was the year we had to sit for PMR examination. We didn't have class as well cuz it was 1st day of school :D
2011- One of the worst 1st day of school in my life. Almost the same as the 1st day of school in 2008. I chose to go to Commerce stream as I didn't want to go for Science. We had 2 Science classes and 1 Commerce class. I chose to go to the last class. Everything 360 degree changed. syllabus, friends, teachers, all changed. I suffered alot.. I really disliked the new environment. Everyone asked me why did I choose the path... that was one of the decisions I made that against my will in my life.I even cried when I reached home... Loads of homework was given by the teachers and I REALLY DISLIKE THAT. My friends were like leaving me and I could sense that we had gaps between us.... which made me more emotional that day.
2012- This year was an excited one. we started off with launchpad. Lauchpad is a project where we have to choose our place of interest and the aim for this project. I was in the same group as my ex-classmates. :D Me super like it!. We had a great trip as well. We went to one my my group member father's building project- which was a almost finish hotel project.I'd got to learn how they build this and all that. We then had our lunch in Ikea :D.
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