whoosh whoosh ..:D

R.A.G Day stands for Really Everything Goes. It's a day where there are workshops which teach the participants something besides than school subjects. I've joined For Korea Lovers :D. We learned about korean's culture and their language and how to write and pronounce their alphabets. It was the best R.A.G Day workshop for me. Few months back, I was so lazy to learn korean's alphabets because I really have no idea what is the WORDS about. I still don't understand what it means although I repeated the sentences again and again. But today, it was sooooooo different. :). It was quite easy to learn how to write, pronounce and read, but not understanding the words. You just need consonants and vowels and everything mix and match C:. i know how to read but not the understanding part. for 3 hours, we've learned their cultures , counting in korean's language, simple greeting, simple expressions, the alphabets, how to write and read and pronunciation and some self-introduction. It was really COOL~~. Some of the workshops like baking cakes, making pudding .etc, quite interesting workshops, but, I can learn it myself at home, but not languages. Thank you my Korean Teacher A.K.A my friend:D After my PMR, i will try some cooking myself.

I want to apologize to my teacher for being that "rude". I'm not being mean. I'm just making it sounds like funny, but, it seems like I'm angry and impatient than joking. I was absent yesterday cuz i'm unwell, that is why i'm absent. Tomorrow I'm going to Penang. I've planned to go without any worried, but now, I don't think so it will work. I asked teacher : teacher can we know our marks? Teacher : wait first, be patient. I've marked your papers but that were not ur final marks . Me : But teacher, at least tell us our marks please. you know what? because of this subject, I was too stress and I got Migrain and I vomited.(i said it very fast, so it sounded like funny) :( My friend: Fine la. Nevermind la. No matter what you said, teacher won't response. ........ and teacher just walked off. I really don't mean that, I just want to make it "funny" . but, it failed. No one knows me. Even my parents. But, I don't really need someone to know me, at least don't misunderstand me, that's what I'm demanding from other people.

What so important about marks? and again, I brought up this topic on my blog. marks marks marks and marks, but I've persuade someone not to think that way. Who had persuaded me not to think MARKS? KHJ. :). He's the one. I feel like, he's living in my imagination although I know it doesn't exist (k . it sounds like i'm psycho). And now, he's like my "family" more than a " boyfriend-dream-like guy". That kind of fan craziness is no longer found in me.

Since the day I told myself : "studying is much more happier than the time i'm trying to waste on the computer", that kind of fan-idol thing thing, is no longer suits me. I do love hearing kpop, watching dramas, but stalking idols' life, was no longer in my hobby list.

Tomorrow going to PENANG!!!!! ARH!!!!! so long didn't been to penang with my parents. The last time I've been to Penang with both my parents was when I was 9. 6 years back. wow.... but the last time to penang was with my friends-primay school graduation trip ==. Looking forward :p. Enjoy life people.

6.55pm thursday 27/5/10

:)

20 minutes before exam: M.Y, do you know this this and that is coming out for English Literature. Me: Huh?? what? I spent almost the whole last night memorizing another thing. CRAP!. Last 20 minutes, WHOO!!!! memorize everything. done done and done. :D. But my essay. :(, Grammar errors alot. Hope so my Literature marks will pull me up. :D.

I got an A for Science, probably not the highest mark in the whole form again. As I know, I got an A and I got 32/40 for my paper one. Impossible right? But I still manage to get an A. :d.

5.35pm Friday 21/5/10

exam...

I have done badly for my science and malay essay today. :( marks is not important. grade.

Tomorrow english paper 2. ><. WHY DOES THE PAPER NOT FOLLOWING PMR FORMAT?? more difficult than SPM. :(. whywhywhywhywhywhyandwhy. K. got to go. practice my grammar. bb~

HAH

Daily post become weekly post. :D.

Tomorrow is the start of our four-days mid-year exam. Don't know why I don't have the mood to sit for the test even do my friends. We know tomorrow we have exam, but is like nothing will happen tomorrow. Maybe is because we have done quite a number of paper sets everyday at least one for the subjects we have in school, so, maybe we get used to it already. Mid-year exam for me is not as important as PMR, so, i just worry about my English and Malay paper and Chinese. worry rate: English :very high. Malay:high-medium Chinese : medium

Why on earth do SELFISH this word exist? Thank god I accompanied one of my close friend to the stuff room and look for my History teacher. Chinese teacher then stopped me and she told me, for Form 1's chinese phrases( we didn't learn any of them during Form1,2. We have teacher in Form 3. So, in few months time we have to cope up with 4 forms phrases)which we haven't learn yet, is not coming out for our mid-year. No need to study for extra. She told 3 friends of mine : class monitor(I asked him why he did not inform me, he said he forgot. FINE.) classmate ( he said he forgot.FINE). classmate(girl) ( I didn't ask her, because, she's that kind of HSIFLES people who only care for her own . Study extra nothing will harm you, but, I HAVE TO REMEMBER THE PHRASES, WHO CREATED THAT PARTICULAR PHRASE, WHAT IS THE STORY BEHIND and bla bla bla. 25 PHRASES. I won't blame anyone. Maybe she really forgot or whatever she's thinking...... Fine. As long as I know there's no need for me to study the extra things, it's enough. Wasting my time thinking what she had done to me or what, why don't I waste that time on studies? Hope that, please don't be selfish. PMR year is about yourself not comparing with other people. study hard and share it with your friends if you have extra knowledge for particular subjects. ( That's what I always do when my friends seek help from me. As long as it's not beyond the thing I know, I will help).

My cousin brother has a new girlfriend. They started few weeks ago. When I saw his gf's profile in my "friend request" list in Facebook, I was thinking : how come so familiar? Did I saw this girl before? Yes. I did. I saw her picture in my cousin bro's handphone. Yesterday night, I had a facebook chat with my cousin bro. He thought I added her. He told me, her girlfriend told him that she accidentally added me because she thought I'm her sister's classmate. People I know so far, no one thinks that I'm in my real age when they first saw me. For sure, they will guess wrong my age.Even our mutual friend is my cousin bro ONLY. From the pics, it's so obvious that I'm UNDERAGE and how could I be her sister's classmate? I did mentioned before COUSIN BRO on my cousin's page. so.... If she really wants to add me because I'm his cousin sister, give a better reason next time. Even an eight-years younger than her teenage girl ( me ), she failed to bluff me, then how on earth could she bluff other people?(except for my cousin bro. but she makes thing sounds like, I'm the one adding her and she accidentally pressed " accept").
I do wish she won't be my cousin sister-in-law. It's so YERRR. I don't know what's your motive, as long as you don't harm any of us then it's okay. thanks for the little heart attack and the short scary moment. It might cause people like me cardiac arrest.

I feel like sleeping, but have to study and enjoy form 3's PMR life. :D. It's much more easier than UPSR because most of them you jsut need to circle and shade the answers :D. All the subjects require shading answers in the asnwer sheet. Not for the school English exams. It's tougher than SPM's english.

Thomas cup :D

So, who are you guys supporting? China or Indonesia?*I know it ended few hours ago*.
I'm supporting China from the beginning until the end though I'm a Malaysian.*betrayal*. I'm a great fan of Lin Dan, what to do? for me, he looks better than the other players and also skillful.
Anyway, congrats China. Hope Malaysia could get the next Thomas Cup.

Oh ya, today is teachers' day. Happy teachers' day to all teachers. :D

Sunday 16/5/10 11.08 pm

i ....

I've done something really very very ..... I dunno how to explain using right words. The thing is now all over my mind, distracting me. I'm trying to study for the up coming exams-next week. But that thing is really annoying. Sometimes, a bit of curious will cause people make a big trouble. That's what I can say. That thing is really very annoying, I really want to get rid of that thing!!! >< I hope this thing will disappear tomorrow. Forget Forget Forget and Forget.

We've arranged tables and chairs for the next week exam. lower secondary's exam is on Thursday and I dunno why teachers want us to arrange it first. I'm sitting in front of the one sitting at the corner of the class. I will try my best this time. I have to compete with my friends to improve my self. I did say before, marks is not really important for me, but, I have to maintain the level so that I could get a sure A for each subject. Compete in positive mind/thinking. It' healthy for us. :D.

Thomas cup 2010. Malaysian's Chinese versus China's Chinese. I think the China's Chinese were all in high spirit as if they got inspired by something before the competitions. It held at some stadium in our country. I don't think so, ours players done quite well this time, because, they normally got 1st in most of the competitions(i think). My mother told me before, normally players will do better when they compete in their own country. :(. Anyway, they still have chance to get 2nd runner up. It's still a victory right? better than nothing.
:D Good Luck to all players.

I shall do my homework now. Leave some time for me to study tomorrow :)

Friday 14/5/10 9.37 pm

another tiring day.

I feel so tired these days, as if tiredness is all around me like the air. I didn't do much work.

I've been distracted by facebook for a long time. I really want to study . how I wish I could like one of my good friends, she could ignore all this distraction and focus on studies. As long as I have an A for each subject, I'm satisfied. If you get 100 , I get 80, the slip will only appear "A". Marks are not really important now, if I got A. but if I got 79, then, it's important. Just now in Chinese, we have learned new phrases. One of the 40++ new phrases is about, Instead of sitting there doing nothing, why don't you start doing something to make it comes true.

I saw a very sad short clip just now. It's about this girl, who don't have face. I know it's bad to say this, her face is really really abnormal even doctor said it's the worst condition for the syndrome. her nose, mouth and eyes are out of place and 30%-40% of her head bone structure were missing. She couldn't eat by her own mouth. She has to eat through her stomach. can you imagine some tube stucking on your tummy and the nutrients somehow goes into your stomach?? As her parents say, everyone who see her will love her. She's such a friendly girl and know what is right or wrong in her very young age.

not in a good mood.

We had a science test just now. At first, I was quite confident with my marks. But it ended up??? wrong wrong wrong and wrong. I was "over" confident and I saw the wrong thing and did it up side down. I didn't finish reading the instructions and did the questions. I asked for AB I pu BA*for example*. Quite sad :(

another new one~

080909, my last post i have posted on my blog before I post this. how long ago? 8 months and 3 days. wow..

Time passes really fast. I have 5 months left to prepare my for PMR. and of course, I've changed a lot. Contrast between last year and this year, difference is really big. I have changed myself and other people as well. There is no reason for you to fight with other people over something. (etc, position, properties.. ) It is fated to be yours, then it's yours. no one will grab from you.

I have to active this blog. It's not really an important thing that I need to do in my daily life, but I have to do it. 1. Improve my languages. 2. take it as a diary.

Recently, what have I done? study for coming exams and PMR, watching korean drama: Cinderella's sister.(one of the best in my list)(for me, although it's not as good as boys over flowers, but it inspires me a lot.This makes me really feel like it's the best drama ever i've watched) . downloading korean songs(dun understand what it means but they still sounds nice,I'm quite sure most of them are love songs :)

6.31 pm tuesday 11.5.10